A day of ups and downs.
Tell me something new.
O well, anyhooz, I have read finished the Ultimate Spider Man comic that i purchased yesterday. Vol. 5 - Public Scrutiny. On the back cover, the words on the top printed was: '
GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT ' Anyone wonder about the significance of this phrase? I mean, i guess that is our world right? No room for trust, just room for accusations. Your word is nothing without evidence to back it up. That it is only air that comes out of that 'thing' on your face instead of anything solid. Sigh, what is becoming of this world. I mean, can't we trust one another?
Yesterday, Grace asked me to better talk to Geraldine, persuade her to not wear so much black and become gothic. I argued with her for an hour. Bottom line of the whole thing was that she presented i refused. I mean, why should i go against what my friend wants, as far as i feel, Tawn is the same person she always was, so what if she likes black? Grace kept on persisting that she will change that Tawn wil not remain the same, that god has spoken to her(Grace) and told her to be careful cos something bad will happen to Tawn. I guess, even so, she lacks the trust that a friend needs to have. You cannot keep on saving people from getting hurt by their actions, YOU JUST CANT! I mean, if that person never has a scar to remind her of her mistakes, chances are, she will repeat them again, and again, and what happens if one day you are not there to prevent it, to save her? I mean, you got to trust your friends that they are aware of their actions, you can advice but do not force.
I know grace cares for Geraldine(aka Tawn) alot and she worries about her, but she does not trust her-at least not enough. Grace may have shed tears and my heart went out for her, cos i know she cares about her friends anymore.
My final statement would be:
::Deep Care 'not =' Trust::
Just like, Life does not = to Death.
True, when there is life there will be death. But that does not mean life is death itself. It is a before and after thing not an equals sort of thing.
DC is in the intouch mag, as you can see....
Ahhh!!!! He looks good, even if he is sporting a small growth of spinach on his chin ;) Chistopher looks cute too! bet they are having loads of fun.
::Current:: Well, now i am talking to Mori3(candice) apparently her day is nuts, you noe? one of *those* days? I wish her all the best though, soon in like 10 mins, it will all be gone, cos it will be a new day, *that* day will be over, she just asked me to wait cos she is going to *release* herself in the toilet. Guess you did not need to noe that eh? O well, haha. hmmm, to all who like alcohol, it is ok. but not too much though, dun take too much, do not take it because you are upset, only alcoholics do that, they drench their sorrows in a bottle, and thinking it will all just go away for that moment. They do, but they also come back. Life has a way of getting around and back to you, like a boomarang.
Now i have to go and sign up for my JC (which i have no idea which one i wanna get into) and next day i will find for an overseas school. My dad say that i can go to USA!!!!!! if i can get into a good school, and that it ain't too ex. or may even london(which is definally not possible, it is god damn ex there.) So, to all who are reading it, Stay happy and free.
Peace out. -dC-
