Amazed - Lonestar
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spent the whole night in your eyes
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
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I love that song. It makes you float. Lonestar is a great band. I am sitting in my chair and i smell something cooking. I smell smoke. Maybe i have finally lost it. It really is not the same being someone you are not. Or perhaps, pretending to be something. I think i am about to go insane. Or maybe not. It is fun to just let loose, and don't have a care in the world, esp not caring whether you seem insane to others.
Maybe it is like last time with the gong family. We would be able to do just that.
I remember sitting under the stars in the cruise with PJ, and just look. Just listen to the sea, to hear what the stars had to say. We talked about the stars and the diff types. It is really the best thing to live life that way. That cruise was the best time i have ever had with them, but also the worst.
The weather is clear. The crowd is great. You have friends who were just sooooo, great. It was like a friend cruise, even though you know that there were only a handful of them.
I liked when we sat under the rain, or maybe that was a drizzle. Sitting there with Elsa, Rachel, Kevin, Nicholas, and was Alvin there too? i can remeber. We grabbed our jackets and just sat there. I mean, we froze our butts off till we could not stand it. After that, even one went back to their own rooms. Everyone cept Elsa me and Rach.
Guess what we had done? We dragged a blanket and 2 pillows, some chips, water, biscuits? and cards, then we went all the way to outside Kevin's room and sat there playing cards. Lol. Why? I can't really remember. Ppl walked pass and looked at us. We sat there, lay there, ate there, in the small area beside the corridoor, or perhaps it *was* the corridoor. We were suppose to see whether Kevin woke up 2 hrs later or smth like that. We stayed for an hour and the pig did not come out, so we went back to our rooms. Me and elsa the chit chat a little and went to sleep. By that time with was almost 4 am i think. Not sure.
I just can't picture that happening with any of my current classmates. They would reckon we are insane or crazy to do that. To make a fool of ourselves. But the thing is, we did not. The people looked at us, and they smiled, and i guess what we had done would have been to be ourselves without caring what other's thought, and that is what children do. They do not care about other, unless there is smth in for them. They will cry when they like, walk away when they like or just throw a tantrum for no reason.
Life changes, and this will not happen again. Unless.... i do it on my own for the fun of it. Nah, not sit outside a room for no reason, but just not care abt anything. haha... our group were always close to the teachers back in KC. We would be their friends, they would treat us to lunch and us alone. They would pamper us ( when we did backstage work, we were treated to pizze, macs, and curry puffs, and by helmi, by 3 diff teachers and a co-worker(not really co-worker, more like a friend) ) and the others? the dancers, the actors? the singers? well, sad to say, they got nothing. But they were great none-the-less.
Yea, the great times they were, now to be replaced with reality and the constant fact of going insane looming above my head. Life is not something that can be told. It is yours to kept and to throw away. But bottomline, responsibility for one's actions is always the most impt. So i can choose to take life with a pinch of salt or the way it is and go nuts. What do you think i'll do? haha... am i nuts yet?
ok, enuf of that.. today marks the end of the on week hols which did not seem like hols at all. I have not done any studying. And i will start tml. Always, tml, never today. Damn! ok. I got hooked on a korean drama. Very nice. And i bought the VCD today.. very good and i will make sure that i will study too, or i will be dissapointing myself. HAha.. tml, i will cry. Cos it is the end of FRIENDS!! OMG, sigh. Well, friends last forever, i guess we have to come back to reality to noe that a black box is NOT reality at all! it is imagination. It is our brain. haha.. maybe it can be seen as a source of inspiration and learning (to put it in a nicer way).. Well got to go now, CIAO~!