The Pretender

A nOrMal DaiLy LifE

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

HEYOOO!!!

Had a great day today!!

Woke up and went to the same old boring place-SCHOOL!

Anyway, teachers day was fun and all, i brought my vid cam to sch and took picts and all.

My classmates and I then headed to Macs to have breakie, the guys were busy playing Magic Cards though... ^^! O well, like mar says and like gong said.. "boys will be boys"

Now the fun part starts!!!!

I followed my mom to her dance lesson!!
It was sooo FREAKING COOL!!
I learnt salsa, tango, ballroom dancing, and waltz and some hip shaking thing where shaked our ass non stop. so fun!!

LOL, this black shirt guy was the one teaching me most of the time.. his name is Livanne.. cool name..he is gay though, quite cute.

I learnt the tango!!!! i had to like put my leg between the guys leg and then walk forward kinda thing... lol, i was afraid that i would step on his foot but like.. whatever right??

lol, the rest was totally fun... Then, candice came at around.. 4.45pm.. and we started having all the fun!!!

We played around and then started dancing..
We did like 2 dances before we did the last dance which was seriously cool!!!!

We had to shake our hips, like non stop... lol, really fun!!!

Then we danced with our partners.. her's was donn. she found him cute too so that was great! haha, they are very very nice people!

Then we did this human limbo and we were both like squash together (as in our partners and us) lol, then they said "lower lower".. i was pratically lying ontop Livanne.. haha

Half way when we were dancing, we were suppose to shake our booties and candice said " I feel like we were vibrating." LOL, we all started laughing.. hahaha

And for the finale!!!
Suddenly out of no where Donn carried Candice and spin her around and Livanne carried me and spin me around.. LOL.. poor guy's gonna have a backache.. ^^
I was zhao-genning the whole way when he spined me.. dun forget, i am wearing a MINI SKIRT ^^!
Lol, i did wear shorts underneath but it was totally useless cos it was kinda.. whats the word for it.... VERY VERY short. hahahha.. o well.

ALL IN ALL... it was a GREAT GREAT GREAT day!!!!
Had totally fun time..

Oh when we said our goodbyes to the partners we airkissed their cheeks.. so fun! Felt like we were France!!!!

Well, GAY ROCKS!!!! LONG LIVE THE GAYS!

That's all for today..



Nicole(my couz) and I





These 2 old fools need no intro right? that is me and candice.. haha



AND THIS... *drum role please* IS AH GAY!!!!! AKA.. CANDICE THE AH GAY!!! *claps*

-Sara- Pardon me if i sound bimbotic... ^^- too happy.. so much fun!!lol

Saturday, August 20, 2005

- picts added and somewords changed

WOOHOOO!!!
I am sooo happy!!
Alright, i have had too much coke and pepsi to drink.
Plus i am eating a choco sundae right now...
I am high...
Plus i just read the andrew matthews book...
Thus it is only natural to feel happy!

Today i left the house at 9.30.
In the morning.
Well, got to Lido and bought tix to the 3pm movie of Wedding Crashers.
I must add that that show rocks!
Super funny!!!!!

Alright, anyway...
Was suppose to meet candice at 11, but as usual she was late.
^^
After that, we went to eat breakie at Far East's chicken rice store to eat chicken rice.
The food came really fast and it was yummy~
There after we went walking about, went to the usual punk/rock store to get stuff.
I bought sunglasses and she got this specs without a degree.
Just e frames.
Looks really hoT!!!
I wanted to buy the same pair but since she was buying i decided not to get the same thing.
That and the fact that they do not have that design nymore, there was only one piece left.
We decided to fool ard and took a few pictures!
NERDS!! (private joke)
Later we went to the bookshop to check out this book that i was waiting for, too bad it was not in yet, the auntie said that it would probably be in next mth but she is not sure when.
Oh! And i bought my first skating mag!!!!

Ok, so we decided to go back to lido to sit and chat.
Well, we sat down for about 10 mins and then Barot called.
SURPRISE SURPRISE!
He was early! LOL... and like 20 mins early (if i am not wrong)
Well, he came dressed in a shirt, shorts and slippers. ^^!
I told candice that he could pass off as a beggar.. haha..

Anyway, we started talking about stuff, cheese pies, penis, sex, etc etc.. all the weird f**king stuff.
LMAO!!!!!!
We laughed and laughed and laughed.
Oh and we talked about Erectile Dysfunction (ED) LMAO.. and how Mr Kwan prb had that(ok i am bad)
Then if you can lift ur fourth finger without moving the rest up too u are apparently producing sperms at that second or about to produce sperms. LMAO!!!
I can move it and i sure as hell don't have a dick!! nor balls!!
Well, Barot Candice and i talked about the weirdest stuff the whole time..
Then it was time for the show.
I shan't blog nything bout the show or what it is abt.
Anyway, before the show started, candice wanted to get a hotdog.
LOL, to stuff up her ass!!! J/K
Nah, she wanted to grab a hotdog to eat.
She asked me whether the dog came with the bun.^^!
YES candice, the dog come with the bun
Anyhooz, i dared Barot to ask the popcorn lady whether they sold DUDE EGGS
Ok, for those who do not know what dude eggs are - they are dead guy's balls.
ROFLMAO!!!!
He actually asked!!! the lady was like.. "dude eggs? huuhh?"
hahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahaha
Ya, then it was time for the show.

After the movie we went to taka to walk, kinda walked aimlessly.
We continued talking about stuff and bloated tits (private joke amg those who know)
The irony of the whole nick name bloated tits. LOL
Ok, after walking around and talking about bikes and cars and weird stuff we headed to Heeren.
We continued to walk but this time with aim in mind.
New aim.. go and get tube for candice!
LOL
We walked into this surfing shop ( i have no idea what the name was) and the alarm beeped.
Apparently i forgot to take out one of the tags from the Jackass DVDs that i was lending Barot.
So i went outside and took it out.
Then i dared him to put it on himself and walk it
Dang, the good part was that he pasted it on himself
The sad part.... the tag was damaged when i took it out and it did not work.
Anyway, candice was looking at a couple of stuff, shoes and all..
Then we left to walk around to find her tube.
We tried to find (well mainly i kinda asked around) but could not find..
Then barot said "lets go upstairs" cos the thought that they might sell it upstairs and guess what?!
They did.
Lucky bastard.
Alright, his new name: lucky badass dog named vito (looong story)
So candice got her tube!!!!!!! ^^
And she got this new waterbottle too.. i forgot to tell her though that it would be heavy when she puts water in.
o well.. she will find out soon enough.

Then we headed home, i walked with candice and barot to the bus stop where they were gonna take a bus home. At the bus stop there was these couple of guys doing skateboard tricks!!! SO COOL!!!!! WOOT!
Well, the bus came and my badass pals had to leave..
And i rushed though this muddy place running cos i saw this cab stoping at the red light. So now my DC shoes are filled with mud. yuck.

Oh, and on the way back. I saw this Ferrari 360 parked infront of Mandrine Hotel (orchard)!
What a great ending to a fun day..

And that is the end of my adventure!!
Shall go and upload some stuff now..
CIAO!!!
TAKE CARE Y'ALL!

picts!!!

Friday, August 19, 2005

Rahman has gotten into an accident this morning.
Now he is lying in the ICU unit at changi hospital with 7 broken ribs and an arm to painful to even move.

Life.
The problems we are faced with one after another.
It is really sad to think of what ia happening.
He has not enough money to even pay his hdb costs and had to borrow money from my dad. This is after he had manage to clear of the money he had earlier borrowed to pay for his motorcycle.
Now his bike is probably lying in a heap of trash and that problem adds on to his biggest problem now.

Here is a man. He has to work to put his kid through sch and to support his family.
He is at an age where people would just like to relax and rest after working all their life.
Yet now, not only is he faced with is neverending daily bills, he can't come for work for the nest month or so or whatever(because i have no idea how serious his condition is. i will get to that later) so he won't have any pay (mind you, he works 3 jobs) and now he has his ICU medical bills which everyone knows is going to cost a bomb.
Life is bad.
Actually, life is great.
It is how we see situations that is bad.
This is the bad part of it.

Oh ya, i spoke about not knowing his condition. Well, my maid had called him to find out his condition and his wife answered the phone saying that he was alright, nth too serious. But if that was the case, why the INTENSIVE CARE UNIT? The wife just did not want to worry us. Afterall, rahman might lose his job since he can't come to work for the next mth or so..
It is through this we know just HOW much people love us and care for us.
and that is the good side of things...

If i keep dwelling on this, i will be upset and MY life will be affeted too. No, i can't let this happen. Bad upsets does not make a happy neither does many many many more upsets make people estatic.

The good thing is that.. he gets the rest he deserves, and he knows who are and will always be there for him.

Enough said, i have work to do. Mathematical induction revision qns. ECK. plus APGP. o well, ciao then.

I just pray that rahman will be fine and alright.

-ra out-

Monday, August 15, 2005

TOPIC OF THE DAY!
Spasticism!

LOL, j/k.
Nah, i have decided to blog eventhough nth exciting or remotely fun happened all day. The reason behind this blogging action is cos of the GP summary we had to do this morning during home tutorial period.
"Busyness" - how people are so busy in this age and time and how science contributed to that.

Alright, i have to agree that we are waaaay to busy these days for our own good. Life now revolves around what we have done. Well, it kinda has always been that way but the thing is that even so, we had always made sure that no matter what we did we were happy.
Now i think kids are the only ones who does that.

The article had said that Leisure is now defined by how busy we are as well. What should have been about relaxation and just chilling is now defined by what we have done to enjoy ourselves, ie, going to the theme park and sitting rides.

I don't think many people these days would just sit down, relax, and just say nothing at all yet have such a good time. During dinners (esp chinese ones) people rush their food, never taking their time.
"Eating time is for eating, don't talk." that is what my mom would always say.
But where is the enjoyment in that?!
Eating is usually the one time of the day where you would sit down with your family and spend time together without going anywhere(most of the time).
If i told you i like dinners that are 4 hours long, what would you think?
Crazy? Cool? Great? Horrible?
I like long dinners - Western & Italian
We can joke and talk and do just relax and enjoy ourselves.
We no longer have to just sit, eat and leave.
Afterall, to some, at the end of the day, talkig gets you no where whereas eating is an action.

We do not appreciate our life anymore.
We do not know what we have.
We live life without living.
We just go on and on, purpose? I never knew and i don't think you do either

What is the purpose of life?
To earn alot of money?
I would agree that we should earn as much money as we can because it is the only way we can survive comfortably (probably). That is the practical way of thought.
And usually i would be that way.
But today and on this blog, i would rather just not be pratical and just imagine.
For me, i think since we never know what happens after death we might as well just enjoy the present.
Life is complicated because we make it complicated.

Who created the complications?
Money issues?
Relation issues? - it would be so much easier if status did not exist and we just do what we want to do

I think while trying to make our life easier, we have made it harder.
Science provides mankind with "one step forward but two steps back"
We create a computer so communicating would be easier. To connect everyone
The funny thing is that by doing this we have DISconnected everyone.
We now converse with people. sure, their personalities what they have to say.
But many know that how they behave in reality differs so much as compared to through the internet.
People get coup up at home and they say that they have socialised alot!
Ya, through the computer.
Talking/writing on paper is different from meat and flesh.
You can't touch, smell, feel etc etc.
We have ended up talking to a name. a online personality that may not really exist in reality.
Oh how foolish we are.
And so we continue, we strive to change this fact. To increase relations to make it better and MORE real.
Well, nothing can get MORE real than having the person stand infront of you instead.

Science easily can set us back a step just as easily as it can move us forward into a better time.
Too much of something is never good.
Using SMS or the net to just convey something that is important and impossible to do so face to face is fine.
Just do not start trying to know a person through that method.
^^

I think i have rambled too much, but whatever yea?

Hmmm...
I have diverted from the orginal topic of "busyness"
Hmmmm, we shoould just live life to the fullest and be happy.
That is what i think is a perfect life.
But it is not possible
Maybe in the future but definatly not in the near one.
We have too much to change and to do before we can have that if *that* is even possible
Time to be practical

Work ur butts of, but just don't forget to be happy at the same time.
If you can't be happy then nevermind.
But when you can, just be.
Don't think back and regret.

Do you remeber wasting away those yearS?
In primary school or in Secondary school?
Where you could have made so much more friends or be happy, even for the slightest moment, but was too afraid to take a chance?
Well, *I* just hope i would not look back and think that way.
I love my secondary years, well my sec 3/4 actually.
Because as far as i can think, i have NO regrets whatsoever.
And that is a great feeling.

-Think-Blink-
-sara out!-

Friday, August 12, 2005

heyheyhey!!!!
Tomorrow's math mok and i have so cleverly left my notes back in school. How smart right?
Ok, whatever, i'll just make do with what i've got at home (which is not much)

Anyway, yesterday was a fun day!
After sch, i went to Queensway SC to find candice and her classmates/friends. Anyway, got there went to change and guess what? They were late. So kind walked all over the place.
Anyway, met up with them. Ok, the people there... Candice, Jing Bin, Barot and his friends(whom i don't know the name of)
Alright, then when I saw Candice I asked her to slap me cos I was kinda falling asleep, I was tired you see. And her slap hurt. O_o. Well then I treated her to this orange drink thing that looked weird. Then we walked around with the rest to see skateboards.
Well, since there was nth much there we all took a bus to Go Sports and she checked out the decks there and stuff. After that all of us just sat outside go sports and chilled.
Saw this guy do some tricks, get pissed of with himself and smoked.
If skating makes that guy that fustrated, I'd hate to see what school will do to him.

After that, we all headed to Mc Donalds! I got this chicken nuggets and fries upsize, as usual I did not finish my food mc meal. But it was really worst cos usually I would at least finish the fries and not touch the other stuff. I took a little of nuggets and half of the fries (which I did not finish). Wait rewind.
Ok, before that, there was no table big enough to fit us all so me and Candice sat alone and just chilled.
And a kind soul came to join us (Jing Bin)
After that we ended up talking about Dicks, Asses, and Dickass.
Apparently, Candice has a dick stick out of her back and it is fit into her ass (don’t ask) but she left it at home yesterday so she had to use JBs dick instead. LOL.
JB-Dick
Me-Ass
Candice-Dickass
^^ lol.
Ok then we get back to the part where I could not finish the food. So I asked JB and Candice whether they wanted any food and they said they were full. So then I passed it over to Barot's table.
After that, I felt high(cos of the coca cola, too much sugar.. lol) and started acting all crazy, went outside climb on the wall area like some kid and just looked from outside in and knocked on the glass. Knocked on the window there Candice was at and then went to the other table an knocked on the window. From the outside, not inside. Anyway, must have seemed stupid but whatever.
Sometimes I feels great just doing that you want and not care so much.
Ok, when I got back into the restaurant JB was doing his homework.
He writes REALLY slow.... I think even a snail can write faster.
So I got so frustrated cos at the rate he was goin there will be no time left to talk bull and rot.
Me and Candice sat in silence for 5 minutes, which was probably the MOST boring thing in the WHOLE day.
So I volunteered to do JB homework for him, as in help him write and Candice and he would read the ans and tell me what to copy.
I did it finish in 20mins writing as fast as I could(kinda).
^^
And then we started to talk rot again!! YAY!

Right, and next thing I know I am taking candice’s orange juice which was supposed to have tasted nice earlier on but is sour now.
I and JB started dumping curry sauce(2 packs I think), garlic chilli sauce, mayo, coke and sprite.
I dared JB to drink it but he said NO. DUH! Who would want to..^^;;
Then I went over to Barot’s table and dared him to drink it.
Well, 5 bucks for 2 sips. 2 SIPS ONLY!! Not asking him to drink the whole thing (well I did ask, but who cares. Hahaha)
He did it but he did not take the 5 bucks.
Good on him!
But then he asked me to pay for his movie ticket which was defiantly more than 5 bucks so we finally settled on me paying for e snacks. But if what he eats is more than 5 bucks he can go and take the money and pay for his own snacks.

Ok, so then we took a bus. They were heading back to sch and I was suppose to stop at Dover MRT.
Anyway, ended up crashing their lecture (btw, their teacher is totally scary, oh but Barot said he was cute. To Barot: "You GAY or smth?" LOL, j/k)
Ok, then started drawing and scribbling stuff, as usual.
Then we got bored. Ok, *I* got bored. So we started this "MSN group chat" on paper.
Started talking about tech decks and I can’t remember what else.

After that, the day was over.
It was a totally fun day.

And now here I am writing into this blog. Nth much happening in life. I am so screwed and gonna flunk by Mok. Well, just as long as I do well for my A's I am fine. Hopefully that can happen. Need to start studying. NOW.
Well first I am gonna bathe then just see what I can do. It is took late to practice math.

Well then, that is about it I guess...
Till next time.
CIAO~!
No picts today... Have some vids but can't upload em.
-ra-

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

HEYY!!!
Okok, it was national day yesterday and I had loads of fun.. Plus… Not forgetting the Fireworks rocked!!!!! So beautiful. Colors in the sky, like paintings. Really nice.
Yuying came over to my house at about.. 4 yesterday with her guitar, her tripod and her cam. Then we started playing the guitar and I went nuts with the video camera (have not used it in so long) hahahaha, and we just played songs till PJ arrived. We were playing the Eric Clapton’s Wonderful tonight song. It is a great song, the funny thing is that me and gong always stop at the Bm/F# note. We kept wondering what note that was etc etc. And gong taught me how to play, I’ll be there for you by Bon Jovi. I love that song now..
“I’ll be there for you, these five words I swear to you, when you breathe I wanna be the air for you, I’ll be there for you, I’ll live and I’ll die for you, Steal the sun from the sky for you, Words can’t say what I feel for you I’ll be there for you” NICE!!!

Alright then PJ came and we went to 7/11 to get stuff, choco! (kinder bueno) Potato Chips, and pepsi and coke. LOL, what do you get when you mix pepsi and coke?? Cokesi. Private joke. LOL.
Anyway, when we got back we went to order food, chinese food! We had sambal sotong, sambal kangkong, black pepper beef, and some –pork thingy. My maid made bee hoon and rice too. So we kinda ate a lot! Sharon came while we were downstairs eating and she joined us. Haha..we fooled atound and had a great time!!
Then later, we went back to my room, hung ard for awhile and headed to the roof to set up the tripod stand to take picts!!! OMG! GONG’S Camera ROCKS! Ok while at the roof we noticed the traffic jam that stretched from east coast through the ecp to the city. That is one LONG not moving traffic jam. Hmm, so we ended up taking picts on the roof!!! And eating Kinder Buenos!!! Hehe..

Later, we came back to my room to see the last 10 mins of shooting stars and then watched full circle. Noirsa. LOL. We were laughing cos it sounded like Nausea. LOL. And then this sisters were being interviewed on the tv and one did not know eng only chinese. When the other sister was speaking English and laughing the chinese only sister was also laughing. So then gong was like “ why is she laughing? Does she understand what the sister is saying?” Then right on timing the sister spoke in chinese not in english and the whole bunch of us started laughing. LOL. Apparently the sister was laughing cos the other sis was laughing. Superfunny!

We went down to the basement and played around, balancing ourselves trying not to fall into the water, jumping from one place to another from plant to plant. LOL, was sooo fun and it was great because we just had a fun and relaxing time doing stupid things. Not having a care in the world for just that moment.

Then, Gong’s dad came to fetch her and Sharon home. But PJ stayed on to watch CSI.
Well, instead of watching CSI we were snacking on potato chips!! And cup noodles and marshmallows!! Oh, and we started taking all sorts of stupid pictures for fun. Really fun. LOL… oh did I mention PJ gave us each paper underwear as national day pressie. ^^! Thanks PJ for the pressie, but it is a weird one!! What is it with u and underwear?? LOL!! You gave me red undies for my bday and now this.. ^^! Ok, I get the whole red undies=superman thing but how bout yest’s one?? Lmao..

Ok anyway, I taught pj a little little bit of guitar after that she had to go home.




Shall stop rambling.. =)All in all it was a great day/night. Had one of the greatest time and a lot of it on vid cam. Hahahahaha…

Peaceout!
May your life be just as colourful as the fireworks!