Jesslyn: hey girl... the problem with BNW is that while everyone is 'happy', it's a kind of stupedified happiness. So they're not given a chance to experience humanity. From their pt of view, the BNWians tink they're happy.
Hahahaha! (i am laughing cos i love an arguement, esp a good one, debates are boring and restrictive arguements are betterrrrrRR)
Do you know what REAL happiness is? What makes you think that the 'happiness' you are feeling now is real? Maybe the life we are living already is halfway of Brave New World. Happiness could have been a whole lot more in the 1800s or whichever part of the past. Since we never knew it, we assume that what we have now is happiness but the bottom line is that when we feel happy we truly are happy right? You dont really think that there could be a great quality to happiness already. How happy do you want to be? If you have an answer to that then you must have been to the past or seen life since the world was first formed and thus able to speak about the quality of happiness. Well i can't. To me happiness is happiness. Pain is pain. There is no such thing as "pain" or "happiness" cos that way, they would no longer be happiness nor pain already. Agree? If not then well, whatever makes you happy!! ^^
Back to me blogging to the unknown.
I cant make everyone think the way i do and i dont really want to do that. Maybe somewhere deep inside i wish that could happen so life would be less tiring but then.. we live in a pratical world that now demands creativity and "uniqueness" from it's individuals/occupants.
Death death death. What am i to say about it? I have thought about it so much at one point of time until i was gonna go crazy where life and death and the forever unable to be answered question of what life and death is was what i thought about all day long.
No more. At least for now. too tiring. perhaps after the exams. life. death. love. hope. loss. paranoia. anger. fear. FEAR. i'll leave it for another time. I really really want to think about this you know? talk to myself all day long wondering about these great mysteries. what would make one tick. what would it mean to be angry? is anger what we really feel or a is it just an illusion that carries a name. maybe life is not even real. maybe we are all in this deep sleep and when we die we awake from a coma that we have been in all this time. we cant trust anyone, not ourselves, not anyone. I dont trust what i see what i hear what i feel what i think cos i dont know whether it is real or just an illusion. what if the red i see ix the blue you see? but a that particular color we see is labelled green. You know what i mean? ok, let me make it clearer. what if i see the color red, and you see the color blue and the name that this life gives is green. so we call the color green and everytime after that we call it green. maybe we all actually just like the color blue. but it appears under different names to everyone that the colors we see are all mixed up but one color we like is truly BLUE(even though it maybe named green or purple or yellow or blue or whatever)
You think i am going crazy?
Maybe.
But crazy people dont know that they are going crazy.
I have this feeling that we are missing something.
Like nth is what it seems, cliche, i know, but i mean it.
maybe we are all the same just under different pretense.
It is too complicated to explain.
I have been thinking about this since secondary 2 and until now i still look back on this idea at times and seeing whether it could still be possible.
The more i think, the more i feel that it could be possible.
Just some light thinking for you to do! ^^ (not really light, but that is what i think about all day when i am sitting in the car or whatever as long as i am not preoccupied with smth else or day dreaming. )
-sara-preferably thought of as possibly insane though highly uncertain.- but the qn is, WHO is the one that is uncertain? US? or no one? Or maybe we are all certain that uncertainty is life and therefor unvcertainty does not exist! ^^ take care folks!
