ok, i'l skip the hi's and go straight to the happy new year. well, chinese new year
ok, now that that is done, i will update on recent happenings and discoveries.

i'll be quiting work next week.
the dog is cute but does not know where to shit.

now to the bigger stuff
i got my pretender discs. and i found out that the lois and clark fans are arranging to have an online chat with dean cain.
they already have permission but only the time is not set.
cant wait to see that happen!

as for the pretender.
i love it
and i am loving it even more as the seasons passes
it is so funny and dark and secretive and suspense filled
i cant wait for next season

ok, now down to more interesting stuff
The pretender was founded based on the real life happenings of a man
a man named "Ferdinand Demara Jr., a genius with an eidetic memory, who could master any skill just by reading a book about it."
sounds so cool right?
he is a genius who can really become anyone he wants to be.
he finally got caught at the end cos he did bad stuff with his gift and was hunted down by the police.
but it is cool to know that 'the pretender', though fictional, was seeded by this man who really existed.
It is interesting to know that someone so smart really exists
And i guess he is the superhero without any powers cept for his brain which all of us have.

I guess that is why i love the pretender.
hell, i love any show with guys that have superpowers or extrodinarty gifts and has to hide his identity.
i find it so interesting

thus that is why the english series that i love ended up being those with men who live secret lives and have extrodinary gifts.
lol
LnC, The Pretender
I guess these are the 2 that i really like alot and follow even after so long.
but lnc is definatly first!

well that's all for now!
nite all!
and take care!

Yoyo!

Ok, i shall start to blog.. hmm
wat happened ar? i cant remember anyhooz, i shall blog bout what happened on saturday evening till morning till sunday. lol

Ok, after work i met gong and sharon and they came over to my house! When they came my mom started talking bout my survivor kit etc etc, (if u guys ever bring it up u are soooo dead) then tried on clothes and finally found a set that i like. After that, my mom and dad drove the lamborghini to Ministry of Sound(MOS) and gong, sharon and i took a cab there. We waited and met Jerry. LOL. actually it is my uncle jerry but there i cannot call anyone auntie or uncle or even my mom and dad mom and dad cos they wanna be young. lol, call them irene etc. hahahah nutty ppl. I met my mom's cousin and he is actually quite cute and good looking. which is a big surprise.
Anyway, we got the Sky Lounge stamp at the VIP queue so we all managed to escape the queue.
Oh, i forgot to mention the fact that i met pheobe and terry for the first time ever and we started acting like good pals lol. ok, i brought them to see the place first cos i have been there once before so i roughly know where the rooms are. then we went to the sky lounge. hahahahha

Over there, Ms Baby (Brunei princess) was there chit chatting with my mom. haha, she is a nice lady and definatly what i did NOT expect a princess to be. haha totally cool man!
then, we ordered drinks.
dun tell my dad but i drank half a glass of long island ice tea. ^^ it was not bad, the alcohol taste was not so strong.
Then we ordered graveyard. i took 2 sips and wanted to die, so horrible! apparently it is really strong too. lol, my dad was scolding me about even ordering that drink for my friend, he said that the name is graveyard cos if you take it to will go to the grave fast.
So u guys gotta keep my secret bout me drinking alittle k?
hahaha

Then we went to the RnB room where uncle jerry, ahem, i mean JERRY had a table for 25 ppl there. haha, there was only like 5 of us and it was kinda crowded. We talked to the guy who was standing guard by the table and said that we just wanted to sit for awhile then leave. We asked whether he can continue to hold the table for us and he said that it was hard but he said he could try. which was good enough for us. we sat and listen for some music then went away and told the guy to hold the table for us. damn funny. we felt so important. lol, madness.

anyway, we went walking and then went back to the RnB but when we went back it was totally packed man! they were not letting ppl in. we squeeze and squeeze and then bargain. finally got in. haha. we could not walk around at all!!! so pack! then we squeeze till our table. the place for the table was big so we felt really spacious. everyone sqyeezing all over but they cannot come into our area. haha.
after awhile uncle jerry came and sat with his pals and all, they had came in through the back door. ^^ cool eh? back door. hahahaha

afterwards, we went dancing!!!!!!! omg! so funy man! we went into the wire area which was worst than a sardine can and dance for like 10 mins then went back to the table. Then nice music came on and we started to dance but could not be bothered to go to the wire cos we would have to squeeze so we danced at the table area. we moved the table to the sides and danced. hahaha, terry pheobe, gong sharon, and i danced totally happy. No, i was not high, i did not drink much and the long island did not have an effect of me. I did not even feel warm, cept when we went into the RnB room cos that was a given, so many ppl, bound to feel warm.

We left at 1.30am or smth ard there.
my mom and dad left earlier and went to buy snacks.
sharon, gong and i went back by cab and pheobe and terry came over alittle bit later cos they were queueing for their bags at the bag drop area.
We ate supper and they stayed over for the night.
Sharon had to go home cos her mom was nagging already.
Yuying was totally drunk. well, maybe not, but definately high!! hahahaha
gong is damn cute la. wanna pinch her cheek those type of cute. lol
"gong! see i said u are cute, so shouldn't you treat me to play drums for a day?"

the next morn we woke up and went to PS. Pheobe and tetry had to go to church leaving me and gong to play drums! we played for an hour and then left. gong went home to sleep i went for work. hahaa, playing drums at 10.30 in the morning after sleeping at 4am the previous night. i am totally tired right now.

slept 4 hours that day(MOS night) and last nigth i was watching a korean show till 3am so i slept for like 5 hrs last night. wanna sleep. yawn.

i just watched greenforest. so funny and nice.

Hmm, lnc season 2 out on dvd tmr.

hmm, oh ya, my family got a dog. shih-tzu aka shitzu

hhahah, cute. but i think it will be alittle troublesome.
it should be coming tmr. see how bah.

oh, tmr is catherine's bday (one of the person at the place where i work) and the boss is ordering a stripper for her. hahaha
shall let oyu guys know more about it next day . i think it should be interesting. *snicker*
p.s.: i was the one who found the stripper service place!! so proud! haha, i found in the yellow pages under escorts. lol, the kuram guy has like 2 companies. and bout doing stripping. i shall explain if i remember to next day. too tired. night!
going to eat pineapple tarts that Mirage Hotel, Las Vegas sent over. lol. nice flower looking ones. yum. night
my survivor kit is going to grow bigger!! haha. mad-en-ess

i am totally pissed at someone. one person in particular.
Candice.
Bloody hell man! where's your heart. I told you that i will call you tonight regarding ms devi's cremation which is tomorrow and you fall asleep at 11.
Fine, you want to sleep nevermind. But could you at least tell your grandma to wake u up when i call?! Sesh, unless you dont care at all. Well, i wouldn't know that now would i? you would not even skip class for ms devi's service. Seriously, i am totally speechless. Too stunn for words.

Anyway, i left work earlier today to go for the service. If they had not allowed me to go for the service i would have just quit there and then, who cares about the money that i have earned already.

Anyway, the service was sad.
Many had tears in their eyes, it was a really quiet place.
Well, quiet cept for our table which was laughing nonstop telling jokes and stories.
We sat there eating nuts and stuff and talked about death and the commandments of satan and god. Somehow the commandments of satan seems more logical. Do not harm others but if they harm you, destroy them. it is really interesting and funny. lol
Anyway, the twins cried. It is nothing unusual as the scene there was one that was filled with tears.
the picture of ms devi nearly brought me to tears but i guess i am numb from the crying from the previous night.
We talked about the good times we had with ms devi, the nicknames she gave us and the hope that she brought.
Vickie was talking about how cool it would be if she could come back from the dead to tell us about it and teach us about afterlife cos she was a great teacher.
But i told her that we should not start on that topic, well, that and the whole satan and god thing. It would be.. not the right time and place.
Speaking of place, it was held at St Joseph church.
Anyway, we then talked about afterlife.
Like vic said, it is all about how we see it, it can be both good and bad. Which is my sentiments exactly.
Vic felt that death would be a "release from fate on earth"
And i felt that i am happy for her if death brought her to a better place than the cruelty and harshness of reality.
But since that left to be debatably we kinda not talked about it and left it that life after death should be good. (Vic said that we should not talk bout it, i agree)
Simmie was totally funny too.

Anyway, we left after seeing ms devi again.
She looked really pale. And that was the sad part, the life and happy spirit that once lived in her was no longer there.
As what others would use.. "departed"

We talked to ms devi's sister, she was all smiles and that made us feel really happy. She told us about how ms devi left and that it was fast. The heart attack came and took her fast.
It was good to know, at least the pain did not last too long.
She did not seem to have fought it too so that would mean that she was ready to leave and was at peace with herself. This was not too surprising, Ms devi always believed strongly in god and i am sure she is happy to be with him now...

Anyway, we went to bugis after that and had a super fun time joking and going all crazy.
We ate at this place that look totally cool at the only round table there.
Billy Bomber.
Funky place.
Those there are alot of les waitresses/waiter. lol
Marlz like one of the "guy" who served us.
The twins were so funny asking all the waiters whether they liked their jobs there.
then vanessa started telling her stories which never ended and kept getting inturepted.
She told us about Xu Meng Zhe and Xu Ma Ma. LOL
I think Meng Zhe likes vanessa man.
like playing some hard to get.

Xu Ma Ma keeps smiling at vanessa when they see each other and then she seems to like to talk bout vanessa to the family until vanessa knows all of them.
Then Xu Ma Ma went shopping with Vanessa and asked vanessa whether she has been to taiwan. Van said no and guess what?
Xu Ma Ma told her to tell her(Van's) mom that she(van) can stay over at their (Xu's) house. lol.
Vanessa vanessa, this big star's mom loves ya and wants ya.
Let's just hope it is for her son and not for herself. o_O

Then she told us(cos we were curious) bout how she and meng zhe started blocking each other.he blocked her on msn first, then she noticed and blocked him, then later she unblocked him and he ask her why so long never go online. then they started to chat.
Then he blocked her again. Van got pissed and blocked and deleted him from her msn.

After that, she told us bout that time recently when she was chasing their bus and 5566 was inside mengzhe's curtain was cloesd. Then Shao wei saw vanessa and pointed to her, then mengzhe knew that everytime when shaowei pointed it means that he is pointing to vanessa. Then mengzhe peep through the window to look at her and stared at her, then when she saw vanessa turn towards him he faster close the curtains again.

Madness man!
LMAO
This actor is like a kid.
Small boy small boy who has not grown up.
lol
pity vanessa.
but the guy is rich and he looks kinda cute when he smile so she should be happy.
one thing's for sure, van would be happy if that was shaowei doing it instead of mengzhe.
hmmm...
hahahahhaha

anyhooz, after the dinner and the wonderful milkshake that they had that kept spilling, dripping, flowing, overflowing, etc etc (lmao!! personal joke) we went to the arcade.
played for awhile.
Victoria danced the parapara and while she was looking hot and good this guy kept staring at her. pian tai man! he better watch himself or he will start to get a nose bleed. then got other guys keep looking at her too. haha..

then i took a bus home and relaxxed.
bathe
watched alitte of liu guang (soso only) *sad*
and am blogging while anticipating next liu guang ep.
Ms devi is in a better place
And i need to find the courage to see the cremation tmr without crying.

Today's entry is in memory of Ms Devi. You were the best english teacher that i ever had and i will never forget the way you treated us all, you treated us like your children, you made us laugh, you made us angry, but you taught us everything we needed. You made us yours.

Rest in Peace Ms Devi, you will always be remembered.

I regret.
I regret not going to visit you on teacher's day last year.
I regret not saying enough thank yous.
I regret not being able to visit you more.

I want to say that you were the best english teacher.
You were the only one who i remembered had taught me what was right and wrong with english.
You taught me to becareful with what i write.
You made me want to be better.
You had faith in me
You had faith in all of us
And that is something so rare, something that i will always remember.
You were never fake, you always treated us close

I remember how the class would be a playground.
Pictures of the past are flashing through my mind, nicknames you gave us all, horse tail, coconut tree, palm tree, niu ying.
I always felt so happy to assit you.
You taught because you loved ur job
You taught because you loved you job
And you gave your life to teaching
You gave your life to the students
You gave your life to us
You gave ur life to those who love and hated you.

I hope that miss devi went in peace without pain.
I don't know how she died, but
8th of Jan 2006 will be the day whether the night ended in sadness and tears.

Man! i miss KC, and i miss the life there, but what i missed the most were the people there, the people we all were and the people who help make who we all now are.
I just realised how important the teachers are.

I can imagine..
Ms devi walking into class saying hi, looking at her bag that gong had carried in for her, she is all smilies and happy, her voice rough, her skin tired, but her eyes alway filled with life.
She would smile and start to teach and we would be rushing to ans, to hear her praise, to hear her remarks, to hear her dissapointment (well, we wont be rushing for that)
But now..
As i said, i imagine.
I imagine
I think
But i cannot feel it
I cannot live it
Well, not anymore

I want to say thank you,
I have said it before, but i never said what for
I want to say thank you for being sincere
I want to say thank you for teaching me english
I want to say thank you for making me feel important
I want to say thank you for the laughter
I even want to say thank you for the nick name horse tail, at least i have one more thing which i can look back on with a longing smile.
I want to say thank you for teaching me so much more than english
For allowing me to teach myself new things.
I want to thank you for scolding me.

Ms Devi always believed in god, now it is time for me to,
To believe that someone i care for is up in heaven
In a place where she is happy.

Ms devi, you gave all of us happy memories, even if we were sad then...

HAPPY NEW YEAR one and all!!! wooppeeeedooo!! i hope it would be a great year!

ok, anyway, i am totally bored. the new year does not feel like the new year. ok.. i will leave the new year resolutions for last.

OK

Last night i went to Ministry of Sound to Paaartyyy! well, it was quite fun. danced abit though i have no idea how to dance for nuts. i should have drank some alcohol so i would be able to dance. lol. anyhooz, the queue to enter the MOS is superdooper long, lucky for us (me and my parents) we got in through the VIP queue. so it was quite fast.

The best part of the whole thing was that there were so many caucasians there that were so good looking. hahahahaha.. they were hanging out in groups and stuff.

So anyway, my uncle and aunt was there together with my parents and a few of my unc's friends and we sat in the retro room and chilled there.
Ok, there are a few rooms in MOS. Firstly, there is the main hall that plays the new age stuff. And then u have got the retro room which, as you can tell from the name, plays the retro stuff. Then u have got the pure room where the celebraties usually hang out, the room is called pure cos it is totally white. yup. alot of people are inside there, the stuff they play there are ok. I for one did not enjoy the music that was being played, the places that i actually knew some of the songs that were being played was in the retro room.
Anyway, my dad ordered a bottle of whisky and a jug of soda water, orange juice and plain water. cost a total of 230 bucks. Anyway, my uncle taught me to make whisky with soda water. haha, just mix em. that's bout it. i drank a sip of it only (without my dad knowing cos he would kill me) it was weird tasting. I practically drank orange juice the whole night long. lol
anyway, the toilet is great, totally big and really clean. When i went in at first it was really nice and clean with fresh air, but then girls started coming in and the air was like thick smoke. eck.
Ok, then my aunt asked me to try this drink that tasted super horrible, i have no idea why people would want to subdue themselves to such torture man. Ok, anyway, i only took a sip of it. that 'it' was called cherrybrandy. more like branded-medicine.

Anyway, then came the countdown, my dad ordered another 2 bottles of champagne - MOET & CHANDON.
5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and pop goes the weasel. HAPPY NEW YEAR!
My dad actually passed me a glass of champagne. i drank it finish, every last drop, lol, but there was no effect at all, dang, i wanted to pour more for myself but my dad was sitting right beside me.

anyway, i went with my unc and dad ard the place to dance abit at each section. i just stood there though. Anyway, we were at the new age section and then this 2 guys started shaking our hands. lol, so cute. (their actions, not them) they went around wishing everyone happy new year. hahaha, one caucasian one asian guy. haha.. anyway, it is no surprise that most of the hot guys are at the pure room area, afterall that is where the celebraties hang out. sesh, wat's so good bout em? my unc asked whether i wanted to go to the celebraty section and walk pass to look around, i told him no, i mean, what's the big deal, they are just humans.

Hmm, after that, we stayed at hte club for awhile more then left.
When we got out, we saw a bunch of lamborghinis and some ferraris, and a mersaratti there. nice!! haha, more lambos then ferrari cum merseratti. ^^
Lambo rocks!

Ok, so i left the place smelling like a bad case of depression, stinking of smoke.

anyway, it was quite an experience.

The best part was the hot guys there!! haha

Hmm, now for my new year's resolution.

1) Earn lots of money.

2) Do well for A's

3) Be Happy

4) Stay Healthy

5) Get a LIFE.

lol. that's bout it.

now for my wish lists, cum things that i wanna get.

1) Get an XBox or XBox 360 with car games and cool games that are totally fun.
2) Get, Viva La Bam season 4 and 5 DVDs.
3) Get, Lois and Clark Season 2 DVDs.
4) Get, The Pretender Season 2 DVDs.

That's bout it i guess.

Oh ya, 2 more resolution.

6) Learn to Dance
7) Learn to play the guitar and drums well. ^^

Next thing that i want to get after i start work life officially.

Get a house of my own and buy a drums set. yupp.
Well, that's all folks!!
Thanks for reading and have a nice year ahead!

^_^

-sara signing out-